JAC

Three pounds twelve ounces at twenty- seven weeks

Is how you entered this world, being cut from within me

So fragile, so small, hooked to all sorts of wires and I.V’s

They flew you out that very day explaining

They delivered you, to save me

I was not worried. I did not cry.

I touched your hand and said goodbye.

I had a knowledge you’d be okay

Because you fought so hard to stay alive that day

Fast forward throughout these years, almost twenty-two

Every one of your greatest achievements

Each great mistake too

JAC. MY THIRD BORN, LET ME SAY.

There’s always, always going to be a fork in the road

In life, you must choose a path, you can’t simply fold

You’re created to change this world don’t let prison define you

Your body is behind the bars, not your mind, don’t let them confine you.

From my heart to yours

V.

DO YOU SEE WHAT I SEE?

Trump says deal reached to temporarily end shutdown
https://news.yahoo.com/talks-start-senate-rejects-2-plans-ending-shutdown-050859088–politics.html

So I was watching this probably like most of us, and spirit said look closer… spirit grabbed ahold of my right hand and pointed it at the upper right corner of the screen. I was already confused about how there seemed to be a watery vortex illususiony image in the doorway behind the Pres. But then once spirit started interacting with me about the watery image, I said well??? I watched it about four times and I still have the faintest idea of what I have witnessed, but I know that I’ve witnessed something. There was some heavy energy exchange going on. Any ideas?

DO NOT BE DETERRED

As I sit in my car smoking my Newport cigarette to the butt; I am also deep in my head, which isn’t unusual. My thoughts shift from topic to topic and it takes me some discipline to hone in on a specific issue, if need be, usually I just go with the flow, I’m kind of a self proclaimed ” black hippie ” that way; I dance to the beats in my head ( they’re typically playing simultaneously with my 10 other topics randomly going on, bahahaha, but I got this) I go where spirit leads. It’s fricking beautiful…

ANYHOW

As I continued my dissention into my oh so public dirty bad habit of what I like to now call ” barely nowhere left to smoke these days, even outdoors, WTF…” I am suddenly engulfed by inspiration and it came by way of all of you.

I got to thinking about how I enjoy wordpress. I also started thinking about the state of our world. Then I thought of my personal journey as far as awareness and spirituality are concerned. I thought of where I began and where I am currently; I admit I even daydreamed a bit about where I’d like to be in the near future, how my blog may influence a life. I thought about how reading a seemingly simple poetry blog; really isn’t simple at all. It holds power, positivity to change lives and influence people for the better, just as I seek to do.

I thought about how we are all from different walks of life, having different life experiences; everyone’s growing into their own beliefs and belief systems, whether religious, spiritual and religious, agnosticism, atheism, occult, etc. The point is it’s all happening at right now! This very moment, but we’re on our own levels/ frequency. None better, or worse, just vibrating different.

Then I thought of our one commonality; although I’m sure there’s plenty more, love…

This is what I get from this blog. Unfiltered light and love. No matter where we come from. What we believe. I think we ultimately want the best for our world and the people in it.

That keeps me reading!

From my heart to yours.

V.

My heart moves faster

My mind so slow

My body entangled

In lusts no- no

He will never be mine

A bed- we can’t share

A passion undefined

Affairs are never fair

My hands already taken

There can never be an us

Damn climaxing

I’m left shaking

By the sheer strength of his thrust

Lust is illusion

What am I doin

I’ve gotta stop this thing now

Just cuz it feels good

Don’t mean that I should

Plus I took a vow.

V .