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So I was watching this probably like most of us, and spirit said look closer… spirit grabbed ahold of my right hand and pointed it at the upper right corner of the screen. I was already confused about how there seemed to be a watery vortex illususiony image in the doorway behind the Pres. But then once spirit started interacting with me about the watery image, I said well??? I watched it about four times and I still have the faintest idea of what I have witnessed, but I know that I’ve witnessed something. There was some heavy energy exchange going on. Any ideas?


As I sit in my car smoking my Newport cigarette to the butt; I am also deep in my head, which isn’t unusual. My thoughts shift from topic to topic and it takes me some discipline to hone in on a specific issue, if need be, usually I just go with the flow, I’m kind of a self proclaimed ” black hippie ” that way; I dance to the beats in my head ( they’re typically playing simultaneously with my 10 other topics randomly going on, bahahaha, but I got this) I go where spirit leads. It’s fricking beautiful…


As I continued my dissention into my oh so public dirty bad habit of what I like to now call ” barely nowhere left to smoke these days, even outdoors, WTF…” I am suddenly engulfed by inspiration and it came by way of all of you.

I got to thinking about how I enjoy wordpress. I also started thinking about the state of our world. Then I thought of my personal journey as far as awareness and spirituality are concerned. I thought of where I began and where I am currently; I admit I even daydreamed a bit about where I’d like to be in the near future, how my blog may influence a life. I thought about how reading a seemingly simple poetry blog; really isn’t simple at all. It holds power, positivity to change lives and influence people for the better, just as I seek to do.

I thought about how we are all from different walks of life, having different life experiences; everyone’s growing into their own beliefs and belief systems, whether religious, spiritual and religious, agnosticism, atheism, occult, etc. The point is it’s all happening at right now! This very moment, but we’re on our own levels/ frequency. None better, or worse, just vibrating different.

Then I thought of our one commonality; although I’m sure there’s plenty more, love…

This is what I get from this blog. Unfiltered light and love. No matter where we come from. What we believe. I think we ultimately want the best for our world and the people in it.

That keeps me reading!

From my heart to yours.


My heart moves faster

My mind so slow

My body entangled

In lusts no- no

He will never be mine

A bed- we can’t share

A passion undefined

Affairs are never fair

My hands already taken

There can never be an us

Damn climaxing

I’m left shaking

By the sheer strength of his thrust

Lust is illusion

What am I doin

I’ve gotta stop this thing now

Just cuz it feels good

Don’t mean that I should

Plus I took a vow.

V .


Black crow, black crow

I heard you calling from a mile away

As you soar in like an eagle

Dark as night

Against the crisp blue day

Black crow, black crow

You perched at the top of my tree

Squawking so loud

Were you calling for me

I payed you know mind

Smoking and busied on my phone

So another joined you

And the squawks increased in tone

I put down my phone

And looked up at you two

I said…

You have my attention

What can I, do for you

The squawking ceased to be

And one flew to the ground

The beauty in the tree, was staring at me

The one on the ground

Just walked around


Black crow, black crow

I haven’t taken my journey yet, you see

To discover my power animal inside

But I feel your presence is telling me

When I do

Your beauty is what I’ll find



The Pledge

I never seem to find the right words to say

I do crazy things that only push you away

I don’t cook

I don’t clean

I barely get dressed

But expect crazy passion, although I’m a mess

So… On this day .

I Pledge to do

To choose my words better

When speaking to you

To hold you so closely

And not let you forget

That the right touch from you

Dissolves all my regret

I’ll uphold every vow

That I spoke unto you

To respect

And to love

As you deserve me to do

This Pledge that I give

Comes deep from the heart

I’ll treasure and honor you

Until death do us part




Seclusion, confusion

How’d we get here

Isolated, frustrated

I feel the end, so near

Choices versus the voices

That play on in my head

Controlled and stronghold

Makes for words, not to be said

How do we change

His delusions, my derange


Take them, make them

For what they’re worth

Misuse them, abuse them

We’re both left in the dirt