I have been in a place that I’ve been having a hard time trying to describe as of late; Some would call it writers block, if I were a writer, but it is bigger than this. what I do know is it’s not my faith… no matter what I go through in life; how many tribulations and trials I’ve weathered, faith is the one thing I can honestly say remains. The unmistakable knowingness of this too will pass. That the Universe and the great Creator has a unique plan for me and that all will be well and it has.

Here’s the thing. I’m also a huge believer in that our Universe answers those things we manifest; whether positive, negative, or neutral in our thoughts, desires, actions, or our abilities to manifest those things we truly want for our highest good.

The thing is; is where my issue lies as of the current. I know that in order to have the Universe fulfill these desired goals; they need to be clear, specific, and detailed. Believe… and Receive..

I cannot seem to cohesively harness my dream, my desire, my goal.

I know my life’s plan. I know that I am here to help spread unconditional love to the people I come in contact with. I am also here to help through the spreading of unconditional love, usher our world forward. I am a Spiritual Minister; a Empath, a Reiki practitioner, and Teacher, I am also a learning Shaman. And so much more… I go and study and learn where and what God leads me, and blesses for me and I will continue to do so. ( Faith led)

Not being able to describe in detail my inner goals and truest desires to help manifest my highest good to the Universe leaves me feeling like i’m just… I don’t know? How can I have the Universe bless me, if it doesn’t know what it is that I want, because I don’t even know? When I am consulting, or counseling with other human hearts, this is one of the main steps I help them lock down. How our minds are always at work, and how to make sure their working in our best interest by thinking positively. The Universe is always listening wanting to give you the best, but it gives you what you ask for, what you put out, is what you get back. I know these things.

Hence I’m so cognizant of this fact that I am left in this neutral phase, due to not being able to describe what it is I truly want.

I am existing!

Has anyone experienced this before?

Does anyone have any advice, or thoughts about how to get through this, or what it’s about?


From my heart to yours V.

3 thoughts on “Existing…

  1. Just give urself some time….take a break from writing but keep a pen and paper close by…jot down ur thoughts or anything that comes….b4 u know it u will have pages of ur thoughts and whatnot. Then u sit down and sort it all out. You will be fine🌞🌈

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