MY THOUGHTS AS OF LATE.

I HAVE NOT POSTED IN A WHILE. MANY OF YOU KNOW THAT I EITHER LIKE TO BE INSPIRED, TEACHING, SHARING SOMETHING I THINK WILL RESONATE WITH READERS, OR SOMETHING OF THAT NATURE. AS OF LATE I’VE BEEN ON MY PERSONAL PATH AND IT’S LEAD DOWN SOME VERY INTERESTING BRANCHES; MOSTLY BECAUSE OF MY ATTENTION DEFACIT   DISORDER , I TEND TO GET SIDETRACKED AND LOSE MYSELF ON A WILD GOOSE CHASE DOWN ENDLESS, AND I DO MEAN ENDLESS STREAMS OF INFORMATION ABOUT ‘THE BEGINNING OF CREATION” ” HOW THE THE HUMAN RACE BEGAN”  AND WHILE I AM A TOTALLY OPEN MINDED PERSON; WHO HAS AN ARRAY OF BELIEFS ONE OF WHICH IS ( GOD JESUS AND THE HOLY SPIRIT ) I NEVER REALLY SAW MYSELF AS A JUDGMENTAL PERSON( BEING A EMPATH AND ALL) UNTIL I NOTICED HOW CAVALIER I WAS TOWARDS MY BELIEF IN THE BIBLE. TO ME THE BIBLE WAS A BOOK THAT WAS WRITTEN BY MAN TO YIELD POWER AND CONTROL OVER PEOPLE IN THE NAME OF THE LORD. THE STORIES TOLD IN THE BIBLE WERE TO STRIKE FEAR IN THE HEART OF PEOPLE; SO THEY WOULD OBEY WHOM EVER HAD THE POWER AT THE TIME, IN THOSE TIMES THINGS WERE SO DIFFERENT, BUT NOT SO MUCH; ON ONE SIDE YOU HAVE TERRORIST RESPONSIBLE FOR HURTING A CERTAIN RACE IN THE NAME OF A KING, AND ON THE OTHER SIDE YOU HAVE THE OTHER TERRORIST SAYING THAT THIS IS GODS WILL, TERRORISM WAS ALIVE WAY BACK THEN…

BOY I GOT OFF TRACK … TIME TO REEL IT ACK IN.

SO THE BIBLE WERE STORIES TO SHAME YOU INTO LIVING THE RIGHT WAY. YOU KNOW ; YOU DON’T WANNA END UP LIKE JOB? THEY ARE PARABLES TO KEEP US IN LINE AND FOR THE MOST PART THEY WORK.  HERE’S WHERE THINGS GOT IFFY FOR ME; I REALIZED I WAS BEING SELECTIVE WITH CERTAIN PASSAGES FROM THE BIBLE, CERTAIN PASSAGES I HAD SELECTED WERE MY ” FAV’S ” I’D SPOUT THEM OUT LIKE I WAS A PREACHER ON A PULPIT , ( EVEN THOUGH I AM A ORDAINED SPIRITUAL MINISTER) I KEPT THEM HANDY IN MY ”BACK POCKET BIBLICAL SCRIPTURE CLIP” JUST A WAITING TO BE ABLE TO CHIME IN WITH MY ” RIGHT ON TIME LINES” HERE’S A FEW… DO NOT QUOTE ME VERBATIM.

THE MAN SAID, THIS IS NOW BONE OF MY BONES AND FLESH OF MY FLESH, SHE SHALL BE CALLED WOMAN; BECAUSE SHE WAS TAKEN FROM MAN. THIS IS WHY A MAN LEAVES HIS FATHER AND MOTHER AND IS UNITEDTO HIS WIFE, AND THEY BECOME ONE FLESH. THEREFORE WHAT GOD HAS JOINED TOGETHER, LET NO MAN SEPERATE.

ABOVE ALL, LOVE EACH OTHER DEEPLY, BECAUSE LOVE COVERS A MULTITUDE OF SINS.

WHAT THEY WOULD HAVE US BELIEVE IS THAT GOD IS FEAR …

GOD IS WRATH. HE’S ANGRY . HE’S SPITEFUL AND MEAN.

I JUST CAN NOT BRING MYSELF TO BELIEVE THIS!!!

I SIMPLY CAN NOT. NOT EVEN WITH THE TRAUMAS AND PAIN AND UNFAIR THINGS THAT HAVE HAPPENED IN MY LIFE PERSONALLY. GOD IS LOVE!

NOW WHAT I WANT TO KNOW IS WHAT DO YOU ALL THINK ABOUT THIS THEORY OF THE HUMAN RACE BEING NOTHING MORE THEN A MERE ENERGETIC ILLUSION? BASED ON THE NUMERIC 1111 CODE? HAS ANYONE HEARD OF THIS ?

#LOVEANDLIGHTUNITE LETS GET INTO THE REAL COMMENT BACK

 

WE ARE THE WORLD?

I TOOK SOME TIME TO REALLY COLLECT MY THOUGHTS ON THIS ONE. PROBABLY GOING TO PISS SOME PEOPLE OFF? AS IT SHOULD. PROBABLY GOING TO MAKE SOME STOP AND THINK?  IT DID BOTH FOR ME AND I AM THE ONE WRITING THIS PIECE.  TODAY’S TOPIC IS WORLD HUNGER,  I’M NOT GOING TO QUOTE STATISTICS FOR TWO REASONS; ONE : I AM TOO LAZY TO LOOK THEM UP AND THE SECOND IS I DO NOT LIKE THE WAY THEY POLL TO COME UP WITH THEIR ANSWERS.  THE FACT IS, WHATEVER YOU’RE POLLING FOR JUST, I.E. TEEN AGE PREGNANCY  EPIDEMIC,  OR LOW TOLERANCE FOR ABORTION, THEN THESE ARE THE AREAS YOU’D HOLD YOUR TALLY AND TAKE YOUR POLL FOR STATISTICS TO SEE THE RESULT YOU WANT FOR THE REPORT YOU’RE PUTTING OUT. SEEMS CORRUPT RIGHT? AH! LOVE ME SOME AMERICA.

SO IT GOT ME TO THINKING….

LOVE… IT IS THE STRONGEST FORCE THIS WORLD HAS. IT’S THE FORCE THAT’S GOING TO BRING THIS WORLD BACK TOGETHER AND RESTORE IT. UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. PEOPLE  CONFUSE  IT SO OFTEN WITH THE LOVE YOU FEEL FOR A SPOUSE, OR A PARENT , OR YOUR CHILDREN BUT IT’S SO VERY DIFFERENT.

MAYBE THAT’S WHAT THE LIGHT WORKERS AND THE HEALERS; LIKE MYSELF ARE HERE TO DO, TO HELP USHER IN THIS UNITY OF ONENESS AND RESTORE OUR WORLD.  SO UNCONDITIONAL LOVE IT’S NOT SAYING I LIKE EVERYTHING YOU DO, OR EVEN UNDERSTAND IT; HEY I MAY NOT EVEN WANT TO UNDERSTAND IT, BUT WHAT I KNOW FROM MY HEART CENTER IS THAT YOU AND I ARE BOTH ENERGETIC BEINGS ON EARTH, HAVING A LIVING HUMAN EXPERIENCE; THAT IS FULL OF EMOTIONS, TRAUMA, LOSS, AND HAPPINESS EQUALLY; I MAY LIKE YOU AS A PERSON, I MAY NOT, BUT I LOVE YOU AS A HUMAN BEING WHO HAS EQUAL OWNERSHIP TO OUR PLANET .IT’S ABOUT EXPANDING YOUR MIND TO ALLOW THE CONCEPT OF LOVING A PERSON YOU DO NOT KNOW OR UNDERSTAND OR AGREE WITH THEIR LIFESTYLE OR CULTURAL CHOICES. IT’S ABOUT LEARNING TO FORGIVE AND LEARN TO LOVE SOMEONE WHO MAY HAVE HARMED YOU, OR A CULTURE THAT YOU SHOULD NOT LOVE. ( AS I STATED BEFORE. YOU DO NOT HAVE TO LIKE, YOU DO HAVE TO LOVE) IT STARTS BY LEARNING TO RELEASE HATRED AND FEAR AND WORRY, AND INSECURITIES.

VE’SHON  WHAT DOES ANY OF THIS HAVE TO DO WITH HUNGER????

OKAY… OKAY. MY DIATRIBE IS OVER. I THINK. BAHAHAHA. SERIOUSLY . I KNOW WE’VE ALL SEEN AT SOME POINT IN OUR LIVES THE TELEVISION COMMERCIALS PLEADING WITH US TO HELP FEED THE CHILDREN IN VARIOUS THIRD WORLD COUNTRIES; IF ONLY WE WOULD JUST OPEN OUR HEARTS AND WALLETS, AND SPEND WHAT WE SPEND ON A CUP OF COFFEE A DAY WE CAN CHANGE THE LIVES OF CHILDREN. THIS MAY BE TRUE. I DO NOT DOUBT IT. IT SHOULD’NT TAKE A TELEVISION AD TO MOVE US TO CHANGE. THEN  I THOUGHT ABOUT THE LARGE POPULATION OF THE WORLD THAT DID’NT  DONATE TO THE CAUSE? I FURTHER THOUGHT IF THE ACTORS INVOLVED WERE PAID? OR TRULY ACTIVIST? I, BACK THEN WAS’NT LIVING A HEART CENTERED LIFE, ALTHOUGH I STILL WONDER THESE THINGS, IT NO LONGER MATTERS. I  ADMITTED; I KNEW I WAS’NT MOVED BY THE TV AD’S, I WAS ACTUALLY KIND OF BOTHERED WHEN THEY INTERUPTED MY FAVORITE SHOWS, ( WHY’D THEY ALWAYS LET THE DAMN FLIES FEAST ON THESE KIDS EYES, DID NO-ONE SEE THIS? CAN SOMEONE PLEASE SWAT THE FLY, OR WIPE THIS CHILD’S NOSE, I GUESS IT WAS TO WARRANT MORE SYMPATHY.) I DID NOTHING, I THOUGHT , HUH I DON’T DRINK COFFEE AND WHAT ABOUT THE STARVING CHILDREN IN AMERICA. SO I DID NOTHING!

AS I MATURED JUST A LITTLE; HAD MY CHILDREN, THOUGHT THAT MEANT I WAS GROWN AND KNEW WHAT LIFE WAS ABOUT. MY HUSBAND BEING IN THE ARMY WE TRAVELED. BEFORE I GO ANY FURTHER LET ME GO AHEAD AND PISS SOME PEOPLE OFF WITH MY PERSONAL TRUTH; IT IS MINE, YOU CAN HAVE YOUR OWN OPINION, AGREE TO DISAGREE. I AM A BLACK WOMAN. WHEN I SAY THAT IT IS BECAUSE THAT’S WHAT I RESONATE WITH. MY MATERNAL GREAT-GRANDMOTHER’S MOTHER WAS WHITE; MY GREAT- GRANDMOTHER HAD GRAY EYES AND CURLY HAIR, MY GRANDMOTHER DID NOT. MY MOTHER WAS LIGHT COMPLECTED OR WHAT BLACK PEOPLE SAY, YELLOW… HER BROTHERS, NOT SO MUCH, NOT IN THE SLIGHTEST.  MY PATERNAL GRANDMOTHER WAS INDIAN AND BLACK, MY FATHER AND UNCLES LOOKED LIKE THEY COULD HAVE BEEN THE SINGING GROUP “DEBARGE” LOL AND I AM A PRODUCT OF ALL OF THIS. BEAUTIFUL BLACKNESS. NOW MY HUSBAND IS WHITE.  WE HAVE 5 CHILDREN; 3 OF THEM ARE HIS BIOLOGICALLY, OUR HOME GROWING UP , WE CALLED IT THE RAINBOW COALITION. WE HAD ONE IN EVERY COLOR, BEAUTY TO BEHOLD… WHAT’S FUNNY IS OUR OLDEST SON WHO’S 21 LOOKS IDENTICAL TO MY HUSBAND, EXCEPT HE’S MY COMPLEXION, THEN THERE’S OUR 19 YEAR OLD WHO IS  A MIX OF BOTH OF US WITH MORE FAIR HAIR AND FRECKLES, THEN THERE’S OUR 14 YEAR OLD WHO IS THE WHITEST THING IN THE HOUSE, ALREADY BIGGER THEN MY HUSBAND AND HIS BROTHERS WITH BLACK PEOPLE HAIR, GOTTA LOVE GENETICS, THEN YOU HAVE OUR DAUGHTER 23, WHO IS’NT NATURALLY MY HUSBANDS; BUT HE’S RAISED THEM ALL AS HIS OWN SINCE SHE WAS 1 ; PEOPLE SAY SHE LOOKS JUST LIKE HIM,” HE ALWAYS SAYS IF YOU FEED THEM LONG ENOUGH, THEY ALL LOOK LIKE YOU.” BAHAHAHA OUR OLDEST  HE’S 26 AND MY HUSBAND SAID THAT WAS HIS GREATEST  ACCOMPLISHMENT TO DATE, RAISING A WELL ADJUSTED EDUCATED FAMILY LOVING BLACK MAN.   OUR SON IS STILL IN COLLEGE. HE LOVES HIS DAD.  OKAY OKAY THE POINT OF ALL THIS WAS TO SAY, BEING IN THE ARMY AND EXPERIENCING DIFFERENT CULTURAL ETHNICITIES YOU’RE AFFORDED VARIOUS VIEW POINTS YOU MIGHT OF OTHERWISE  NOT HAVE KNOWN; FOR INSTANCE, MOST AFRICAN WOMAN THAT I’VE HAD THE PLEASURE OF BECOMING ACQUAINTED WITH DO NOT, AND I MEAN, DO NOT LIKE THE FACT THAT NOW EVERY PERSON ( BLACK) IS NOW CALLED AFRICAN AMERICAN… I AM IN NO WAY SPEAKING FOR THE AFRICAN AMERICAN COMMUNITY, I AM HOWEVER, SPEAKING FOR AT LEAST 30 OR SO THAT I’VE PERSONALLY HAD THIS INTIMATE CONVERSATION WITH. WHEN I OPEN MY HEART AND MY MIND TO HEAR WHAT THEY’RE SAYING, I GET IT. I DON’T SPEAK IN THEIR NATIVE TONGUE, I DON’T KNOW THE RICH BEAUTY OF THEIR CULTURE, I DO NOT KNOW WHAT IT TRULY MEANS TO BE AN ” AFRICAN” LIVING IN AMERICA… PROCESS THAT.

BACK TO HUNGER…     HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU WALKED PASS THE HOMELESS PERSON ON THE STREETS  AND DECIDED THEIR BACKSTORY TO APPEASE YOUR MIND FOR NOT HELPING? OR DECIDED HE’S THE ONE THAT PUT HIM/HER SELF IN THIS POSITION?  OR THOUGHT, WHY CAN’T THEY JUST GET A JOB?

HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU NOT GIVEN THE SPARE CHANGE TO THE PERSON IN THE WALMART PARKING LOT ASKING FOR IT? SAYING SHE JUST NEEDS TO FEED HER KIDS? YOU DON’T BELIEVE THE STORY BECAUSE SHE LOOKS LIKE AN ADDICT?

OR THE ONE PERSON YOU KNOW IS AN ADDICT BUT SWEARS IT’S FOR FOOD, BUT YOU TURN YOUR BACK BECAUSE YOU THINK THEY’RE NOT BEING TRUTHFUL?

I LEARNED SOME TIME AGO; THAT GOD PLACES HIS ANGELS IN MYSTERIOUS PLACES. WHAT I FIND WHEN IT COMES TO HELPING SOMEONE IS, YOU HELP WITHOUT EXPECTATIONS, WITHOUT ATTACHMENT TO THE OUTCOME, WITHOUT WANTING COMPENSATION AND WITHOUT STRINGS. SO IT’S NOT IMPORTANT WHETHER OR NOT THEIR SINCERE, AS LONG AS YOUR HEART AND INTENT TO HELP IS.

NOW LET ME BE CLEAR I AM NOT SAYING BE A FOOL AND JUST GIVE GIVE GIVE . THE CREATOR GAVE YOU A GREAT MIND, ONE WITH THIS BEAUTIFUL THING CALLED A HEART, TOGETHER WITH  TWO OTHER GREAT GIFTS CALLED INTUITION AND DISCERNMENT, PUT THEM TOGETHER AND LETS FOSTER GREAT CHANGE IN OUR WORLD !!!!!

#LOVEANDLIGHTUNITE   #LOVEISTHESTRONGESTFORCETHEREIS

 

 

EC

THANK YOU MR. KIPLING !

Screenshot_20180720-102753_Google.jpgI HAVE BEEN MISSING IN ACTION WHEN IT COMES TO POSTING.  TO BE HONEST AND I WILL, I NEEDED TO  “CHECK MY INVENTORY” MY FAITH IN GOD AND THE UNIVERSAL LIFE FORCE IS ALWAYS STRONG AND CERTAIN. MY FAITH IN MY PLAN AND MYSELF HAD ALSO BEEN UNDENIABLE; I MAY NOT HAVE HAD TIME LINES SET, I MAY NOT HAVE KNOWN THE PARTICULARS, BUT I WAS CERTAIN…  CERTAIN THAT THIS WAS MY LIFE’S PLAN; MY CALLING,  MY “ISH” SO- TO- SPEAK- AND THEN I DID THE UN- THINKABLE…  I LET SOMEONES ELSE’S FEARS AND INSECURITIES SHAKE MY FAITH IN MYSELF. AS ALWAYS WITH ME, WHEN AN EMOTION COMES UP; NO MATTER POSITIVE, OR OTHERWISE; I GIVE IT – IT’S RECOGNITION, ACKNOWLEDGING IT’S PRESENCE, AND PROCESSING THE EMOTION TO DETERMINE WHY IT’S THERE. IN REIKI I’VE LEARNED, WHAT YOU DO NOT HEAL AND RELEASE, YOU REPEAT. SO I SIT WITH THE EMOTION, OR EMOTIONS AND I FEEL THEM;  I PRAY, I MEDITATE, I CRY, WHATEVER I NEED TO UNDERSTAND THEM SO THAT I CAN HEAL AND RELEASE THEM, TO BE ABLE TO MOVE FORWARD IN A MORE POSITIVE LOVING WAY. AS I ENDING A MEDITATION SESSION ON MY FRONT PORCH ( I CAN MEDITATE ANYWHERE, ESPECIALLY WHERE BIRDS ARE SINGING AND THERE’S A BEAUTY TO BEHOLD ) MY FAVORITE POET RUDYARD KIPLING, POPPED INTO MY HEAD, WITH MY ALL TIME FAVORITE POEM BY HIM TITLED “IF” ( TANGENT WARNING … THIS MAN WAS  A LITERARY GENIUS. I’M A WOMAN; AND THIS POEM IS AN ODE TO HIS SON, BUT I RESONATE WITH THIS POEM SO VERY MUCH… IT’S VERY, VERY DEEP, BRILLIANTLY WRITTEN. I ALSO HAVE FOUR SONS AND I FEEL IT SHOULD BE READ AND RE-READ BY EVERY YOUNG MAN AND EVERY MAN, IT SHOULD BE THEIR MOTTO ! I URGE EVERY WOMAN AND MAN TO READ THIS POEM AND PROCESS IT’S MEANING. ) OKAYYYY , TANGENT OVER. I’LL HIT ON CERTAIN LINES IN THE POEM THAT BROUGHT ME BACK , AND WHAT THEY MEAN TO ME .

” IF YOU CAN KEEP YOUR HEAD.       WHEN ALL ABOUT YOU ARE LOSING THEIRS AND BLAMING IT ON YOU.                           IF YOU CAN TRUST YOURSELF, WHEN ALL MEN DOUBT YOU,  BUT MAKE ALLOWANCES FOR THEIR DOUBTING TOO.”

THAT PART HIT ME HARD , BECAUSE I HAD’NT DID THAT.  IT IS HARD WHEN THE PERSON THAT DOESN’T BELIEVE IN YOU IS SOMEONE THAT YOU SHARE YOUR LIFE WITH; SOMEONE THAT YOU BELIEVE IN. SOMEONE THAT YOU TRULY FEEL IS PART OF YOUR LIFE’S WORK AND PLAN, A PERSON THAT YOU UNSELFISHLY AND LOVINGLY STAND BY FOR 22 YEARS AND IN YOUR VISION THEY’RE A PART OF IT ALL… SO TO HEAR FROM THIS HEART THEY DO NOT SUPPORT, OR BELIEVE AND NOT JUST THAT, DOWN RIGHT I WILL FAIL ! I ADMIT , I WAS SHAKEN UP .  I KNOW THIS IS WHY GOD SENT ME THIS POEM, SO I’LL CONTINUE TO THE NEXT FRAME THAT HIT ME AND HAD ME THINKING CORRECTLY AGAIN.

” IF YOU CAN DREAM AND NOT MAKE DREAMS YOUR MASTER.  IF YOU CAN THINK AND NOT MAKE THOUGHTS YOUR AIM.    IF YOU CAN MEET WITH TRIUMPH AND DISASTER  AND TREAT THOSE TWO IMPOSTORS JUST THE SAME.”

“IF YOU CAN MAKE ONE HEAP OF ALL YOUR WINNINGS. AND RISK IT ON ONE TURN OF PITCH AND TOSS.  AND LOSE.     AND START AGAIN AT YOUR BEGINNINGS…      AND NEVER BREATH A WORD ABOUT YOUR LOSS.”

THIS IS WHERE IT BECAME CLEAR FOR ME . ALSO WHEN WE PRAY OR MEDITATE GOD, OR YOUR HIGHER POWER DOES PROVIDE ANSWERS; YOU HAVE TO BE STILL… YOU HAVE TO HAVE A MINDFUL PRESENCE TO PICKUP THE ANSWERS .  FOR INSTANCE: WE ALL DREAM , AND HAVE DREAMS , WE MUST BE MINDFUL AS TO NOT GET SO CAUGHT UP IN CHASING THE DREAM THAT WE LOSE SIGHT OF OUR MISSION; TRIUMPH AND DISASTER BEING IMPOSTORS AND TREATING THEM THE SAME, BECAUSE THEY  ARE , THEY’RE ALL ABOUT PERCEPTION; NO-ONE HAS EVER HAD A VICTORY WITHOUT EXPERIENCING A FAILURE, BOTH ARE POSSIBLE , SOMETIMES FLEETING, TEMPORARY, NEVER-THE-LESS THEY GO TOGETHER, HENCE THEY SHOULD ALWAYS BE TREATED THE SAME.  THE LAST VERSE, IS ALL ABOUT RISK AND THAT’S WHAT I’VE DID, I STEPPED OUT OF MY COMFORT ZONE. I TOOK A CHANCE ON FAITH, AND WHAT I BELIEVE IN, NOT CARING AT ALL WHAT PEOPLE WOULD THINK OR SAY. WHEN MY FAMILY DIDN’T UNDERSTAND, OR TRY TO, AFTER I’D EXPLAINED IT CLEARLY, I THOUGHT , OKAY THEY DO NOT WANT TO OPEN THEIR HEARTS TO UNDERSTAND AND THAT IS ALRIGHT… I WON’T STOP ! WHEN MY SPOUSE DIDN’T. GOD LED ME TO KIPLING. SO THANK YOU. GOD ! THANK YOU MR. KIPLING.

#LOVEANDLIGHTUNITE    # alwaysbelieveinyourself     #forwardmovingprogress

SPIRIT WORKS IN MANY WAYS, BE ON THE LOOKOUT!

IMG_2073.JPGAS MR. INCOGNITO, A.K.A. MY GRANDSON MALAKAI  CAN ASSURE YOU; YOU HAVE TO BE READY, BE AWARE, BE MINDFUL; OR NOT… IN MY CASE SPIRIT IS LOVING, PATIENT AND KIND; IT KEEPS SENDING IT’S SOMETIMES SUBTLE, AND OTHER TIMES NOT SO MUCH, MESSENGERS OVER AND OVER UNTIL YOU RECOGNIZE THEIR PRESENCE. WHETHER OR NOT YOU’VE UNDERSTOOD IN THAT PRECISE MOMENT THE SYMBOLISM AND CORRELATION THEY HAVE TO YOU AND YOUR PRESENT SITUATIONS, OR SITUATIONS YOU’RE ABOUT TO EMBARK ON; MAYBE IT IS’NT WHETHER OR NOT WE UNDERSTAND EVERYTHING, ALL THE TIME, IN A MOMENT, BUT TO HAVE A LEVEL OF APPRECIATION FOR THE SIMPLE THINGS IN LIFE; THE THINGS PEOPLE TAKE FOR GRANTED, SUCH AS: BEE’S THAT SWARM AROUND YOU CONSTANTLY, BUT NEVER ATTACK, DRAGONFLIES, BIRDS, ESPECIALLY BIRDS, PAY CLOSE ATTENTION THEY COULD HAVE A MESSAGE FOR YOU. I WON’T TRAVEL BACK IN THIS POST AND REVEAL MY EARLIER MESSENGERS, I’LL SAVE IT FOR ANOTHER POST, THIS POST WILL BE ABOUT THE MESSENGERS I’VE HAD IN THE LAST TWO MONTHS AND THEIR SYMBOLISM.  SO LET’S GET STARTED… 1) THE ROBIN:  OH THE ROBIN’S STAY IN MY YARD FRONT AND BACK, THEY SING, THEY WAKE ME IN THE MORNING, I HAD BEGAN TO CONVERSE WITH THEM; I’D EVEN NAMED ONE ( RICK THE REEKER WHICH I SCREECHED TO MAKE MY VOICE APPEAR AS THEIRS )MY HUSBAND THOUGHT I HAD LOST IT. I HAVE PICTURES OF THEM, THEY SEEMED AS IF THEY WERE LETTING ME PHOTOGRAPH THEM,( OKAY, DO NOT LAUGH, I AM NOT CRAZY! BUT IN MY MIND IF THEY WERE TOO FAR AWAY TO PHOTO, I’D SAY COME CLOSER LET ME TAKE YOUR PIC, AND THEY WOULD COME. I’D SAY STRIKE A POSE, ALL IN MY MIND, AND IT WOULD DO DIFFERENT POSES. AND I AM NO PSYCHIC, OR MEDIUM, OR AM I… BAHAHAHA) SERIOUSLY THAT DID HAPPEN!  NOW MORE SPIRITUALLY AWARE I DECIDED TO LOOK INTO THE SYMBOLISM OF THE MESSENGERS, AND THAT IS WHAT I DID. LET ME SAY THIS , THERE ARE A LOT OF SITES OUT THERE, PLEASE USE YOUR BEST JUDGEMENT AND INTUITION TO FIND ONE THAT RESONATES WITH YOUR HIGHEST GOOD. SO ROBINS. THE ENERGY OF THIS BIRD TEACHES YOU NEW GROWTH AND RENEWAL IN MANY AREAS OF LIFE. HE TEACHES THESE CHANGES CAN BE MADE WITH JOY LAUGHTER AND A SONG IN YOUR HEART. THIS BIRD TEACHES YOU TO BECOME INDEPENDENT AND SELF RELIANT THROUGH THIS CHANGE. THEIR ENERGY WILL TEACH YOU TO MOVE FORWARD WITH GRACE AND TENACITY, PERSEVERANCE AND ASSERTION. ARE YOU LETTING GO OF PERSONAL DRAMA? ( AND I WAS, AND AM) ONE’S THAT NO LONGER SERVE YOUR HIGHER PURPOSE? ( I AM A REIKI HEALER AND WHEN I DO A SELF TREATMENT THAT IS ONE OF THE FIRST THINGS I ALWAYS SAY, AS I QUIET MY MIND MEDITATING… I BREATH IN LOVE AND LIGHT … I BREATH OUT NEGATIVE DRAMA THAT NO LONGER SERVES ME.) THE ROBIN WILL TEACH YOU HOW TO INCORPORATE NEW BEGINNINGS WITH FAITH AND TRUST IN THE PROCESS. THEY HELP YOU BELIEVE IN YOURSELF AND USE THE INSPIRATION YOU’RE GIVEN.

THE SECOND MESSENGER I WAS AWARE OF, LET ME SAY MOST OF MINE ARE BIRDS , I DON’T KNOW IF IT’S BECAUSE I’M A LIBRA AND IT IS A AIR SYMBOL? KINDA MAKES SENSE. ANYWAY’S 2) THE CARDINAL  THIS IS THE ONE THAT HIT THE NAIL ON THE HEAD FOR ME… WHEN I READ THE SYMBOLISM IT RESONATED SO DEEP, I KNEW IT WAS SENT BY SPIRIT.  NOT ONLY WAS IT SO OUT OF PLACE WHEN IT FLEW IN AND LANDED IN MY YARD, IT’S SO BRIGHT YOU NOTICE IT!  ALSO EACH TIME , WHICH I BELIEVE WAS THREE, I HAD BEEN IN A STAGNANT BUSINESS STALEMATE EMOTIONAL BLOCK, SO HERE’S WHAT IT MEANS: THIS BIRD IS ASKING YOU TO BE MORE CLEAR AS TO YOUR INTENTIONS. SETTING A CLEAR AND INSIGHTFUL GOAL FOR YOURSELF WILL HELP YOU ACCOMPLISH EVERYTHING YOU’RE ASKING FOR AND MORE. FOCUS AND SET YOUR INTENTIONS. BE AWARE OF WHAT YOU MANIFEST. MAKE CERTAIN IT IS WHAT YOU WANT, MAKE ANY NEEDED CORRECTIONS AND CONTINUE MANIFESTING. ALSO IN MANIFESTING ( hence the corrections ) THE CARDINAL IS LETTING ME KNOW THAT I SHOULD BE MY FIRST PRIORITY. THAT TAKING GOOD CARE OF MYSELF FIRST, WILL MAKE IT MUCH EASIER FOR ME TO HELP OTHERS.  IT IS ALSO A GOOD TIME TO START THE NEW PROJECTS I’VE BEEN PUTTING ON HOLD. THE NEXT WAS THE BLUE JAY; IT IS SAID THAT THESE BIRDS TEACH LESSONS OF ADAPTATION TO ANY SITUATION, THAT THEY GIVE YOU ACCESS TO MEMORIES LONG FORGOTTEN; AND WILL HELP ASSIMILATE THEM INTO AWARENESS. THEY DEMONSTRATE RISK TAKING, SEIZING OPPORTUNITIES AND DISCOVERING NEW AVENUES. THEY REMIND US OF OUR INTELLIGENCE, OUR SACRED CONNECTION TO ALL THINGS. THAT MENTAL GROWTH AIDS SPIRITUAL GROWTH.  FINALLY BUT NOT LEAST, THE CROW. WHICH TO BE HONEST, KIND OF SHOOK ME A LITTLE ; AS I STUDIED THE CROW, I MUST ADMIT, I GET IT, AND I CAN SEE IT. WHY ON THE QUIZ THE SITE HAD THE CROW SEEMS TO BE MY SPIRIT BIRD TOTEM, I TOOK IT TWICE; THEY SAY THAT YOUR BIRD TOTEM CHOOSES YOU. I BELIEVE IT, BECAUSE LATER THAT SAME DAY ONE FLEW OVER MY HOUSE ,AND CAWED SO LOUD ,I WAS LIKE MY GOSH, ALRIGHT! SO THE CROW SIGNIFIES CHANGE AND ALL THE THINGS YOU’RE WORKING TOWARDS COMING INTO FRUITION. CROW IS GIVING YOU A CLEAR SIGN AS TO WHAT YOUR NEXT STEPS ARE, BY PAYING ATTENTION TO YOUR THOUGHTS WHEN YOU SEE THEM. THEY’RE ALSO A REMINDER OF WHEN YOU ARE SPREADING YOURSELF TOO THIN; IN TIMES LIKE THIS STEP BACK, RE- ASSESS WHERE YOU ARE AT,  CHECK YOURSELF, OR AS I LIKE TO SAY ( TAKE YOUR INVENTORY)  BE CLEAR ABOUT YOUR HEARTS CENTER  IT IS THE KEY TO MANIFESTING OUR INTENTIONS. NOW SINCE THE CROW IS MY ANIMAL TOTEM THEY HAVE EXTRA MEANING FOR ME.  I FOUND IT TO BE HONEST AND TRUTH SPEAK. HERE IT IS.

CROW  ANIMAL TOTEM  YOU HAVE A GREAT DEAL OF PERSONAL INTEGRITY. YOU WORK HARD AT BEING MINDFUL OF YOUR OPINIONS AND ACTIONS AND ARE WILLING TO WALK YOUR TALK, SPEAK YOUR TRUTH AND EMBRACE YOUR LIFE’S MISSION. YOU HAVE A TENDENCY TO HAVE NO CONCEPT OF TIME. YOU LIVE FOR NOW. YOU SHIFT THROUGH CHANGES OF LIFE WITH EASE. TELL ME ABOUT YOURS. #LOVEANDLIGHTUNITE   HAVE YOU HAD ANY ? LET ME KNOW I’D LOVE TO HEAR YOUR STORIES, EVEN IF YOU ARE’NT SURE.

 

RECOGNIZING SPIRITUAL AWAKENING

SPIRITUAL AWARENESS AND AWAKENING HAPPENS TO US IN A MULTITUDE OF WAYS; IT’S JUST AS LARGE A SCOPE AS THERE ARE PEOPLE, IN WHICH THE SPIRIT NEEDS TO REMIND IT’S ESSENCE WHO THEY TRULY ARE, AND WHAT THEY’VE COME TO DO. FOR SOME OF US OUR SOULS PURPOSE IS ALIGNED WITH OUR LIFE PATH; ( THIS DOES NOT MEAN THEIR EXEMPT FROM THE UPS AND DOWNS OF LIFE ) THIS IS WHERE YOU HAVE THE LEADERS THAT HAVE MARKED HISTORY: JESUS, BUDDHA, GANDHI, LINCOLN, MARTIN LUTHER KING E.T.C; THEIR CONTRIBUTIONS TO THIS WORLD, BECAUSE OF THEM, MADE A DIFFERENCE AND AFTER THEIR DEATHS, LEFT IT BETTER. THEN THERE ARE THOSE OF US MAYBE RELIGIOUS, MAYBE NOT.  THAT’S THE BEAUTY IN SPIRITUALITY; TO ME IT’S IT’S SO MUCH BIGGER THAN RELIGION, LET ME EXPLAIN WHAT I MEAN. RELIGION HAS A TENDENCY TO SEPARATE. THERE’S TOO MANY RULES. I’M NOT GOING TO SINGLE ANY ONE RELIGION  OUT; AND I WAS RAISED IN THE CHURCH; AND I AM BAPTIZED, ( NOT BY THE DENOMINATION I GREW UP WITH )  AND TO BE CLEAR; I DO BELIEVE IN GOD…  AFTER MY OWN PERSONAL SPIRITUAL AWAKENING I BECAME AN ORDAINED SPIRITUAL MINISTER.   ( BACK TO MY POINT )  BECAUSE I REALIZED EVEN WITH A LOT OF RELIGIONS REVISING THEIR DOCTRINE TO TRY AND BECOME MORE INCLUSIVE TO ( TRYING TO THINK OF TACTFUL WORDS, BUT AWE HECK, DON’T PISS ON ME AND TELL ME IT’S RAINING! ) ISSUES THAT WERE STRICTLY PROHIBITED IN WRITTEN DOCTRINE THAT THROUGHOUT THE YEARS SEEM TO EITHER HAVE BEEN PROVEN NULL-IN-VOID BY NEW FOUND DOCTRINE, OR SAID TO BE ALLOWED BY THE PERSON IN CHARGE; ISSUES LIKE: INTERRACIAL MARRIAGE, BLACK PEOPLE ALLOWED IN CERTAIN RELIGIONS, THEN IN THAT RELIGION THEM BEING ABLE TO HOLD A PLACE OF IMPORTANCE ,SO-TO-SPEAK ( I AM CHOOSING MY WORDS CAREFULLY) THE GAY COMMUNITY BEING ABLE TO WORSHIP OPENLY… YOU GET WHERE I’M GOING. MY EXPERIENCE WITH RELIGION WAS THAT, EVEN WITH THE BEST INTENT; THERE WAS SO MUCH EGO INVOLVED, THAT IT TOOK AWAY FROM THE MESSAGE AND THAT TO ME IS DANGEROUS. RELIGION HAS ALL THE INGREDIENTS TO BREED WHAT WE SHOULD BE MOVING AWAY FROM INSTEAD OF TOWARDS. DO NOT MISUNDERSTAND , I AM NOT KNOCKING RELIGION, AT LEAST I’M NOT TRYING TOO; I’M SAYING THAT SPIRITUALITY ALLOWS YOU TO BELIEVE, PRACTICE, OR NOT; WHATEVER YOU CHOOSE, BECAUSE IT IS ALL INCLUSIVE, IT DOES NOT DISCRIMINATE ON ANY BASIS, SPIRITUALITY DOES’NT CARE THE COLOR OF YOUR SKIN, WHAT GOD YOU PRAY TO, OR IF YOU DO NOT PRAY TO HIM, IF YOU’RE A WICCAN, A PAGAN, A DRUID, ALL THAT MATTERS IS YOUR HEART; THE STATE OF YOUR HEART, BECAUSE IT IS ALL ABOUT UNDERSTANDING, COMPASSION ONENESS,  MUTUAL RESPECT, MAYBE YOUR LIFESTYLE IS’NT ONE THAT I’D CHOOSE , OR THAT I EVEN LIKE… YOU DON’T HAVE TO LIKE IT, YOU ARE’NT LIVING IT, BUT YOU SHOULD HAVE ENOUGH COMPASSION IN YOUR HEART TO UNDERSTAND AND RESPECT THE FACT THAT THIS IS THEIR CHOICE… AND BE FINE WITH THAT. UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.  ( WHAT I’VE NOTICED IS PEOPLE WHO HAVE A GRIPE OR ISSUE WITH THINGS ONLY CHANGE THEIR PERSPECTIVE WHEN PERSONALLY AFFECTED) OKAY THEN BACK TO THE TOPIC OF THE POST. MOST SIGNS OF SPIRITUAL AWAKENINGS GO UN-NOTICED, WE TEND TO OVERLOOK THEM AS COINCIDENCES, GOOD LUCK SYMBOLS, OR EVEN NUISANCES ; THE THINGS I LOOK BACK ON NOW AND REALIZE IS THAT I HAD BEEN RECEIVING WHAT I CONSIDER THE NUISANCES AND GOOD LUCK SYMBOLS LONG BEFORE I HAD BEGAN TO PAY ATTENTION. FOR ME THEY WERE DRAGON FLIES; OH MY GOSH! THEY WERE EVERYWHERE, ALL THE TIME, NON-STOP, IN FRONT OF MY HOME, AS I WAS DRIVING DOWN THE STREET IF I STOPPED AT A STOP LIGHT, THERE WOULD BE TWO THAT WOULD JUST REST ON MY WINDSHIELD, THEY FOLLOWED ME EVERYWHERE. EVEN AFTER I MOVED HOMES THEY FOLLOWED ME TO THE NEW RESIDENCE, FUNNY, NOW AS I WRITE THIS I’M THINKING, HOW COULD I NOT HAVE KNOWN. HUMMING BIRDS; THERE WERE A PAIR OF HUMMING BIRDS THAT WOULD FLY ON MY PORCH SO CLOSE TO MY FACE, AND JUST FLUTTER THOSE WINGS SO FAST I THOUGHT THEY WERE GOING TO ATTACK, BUT I WOULD JUST FREEZE AND BE IN AWE THAT THEY WERE THAT CLOSE TO ME, WITHOUT FEAR, I FELT LIKE THEY WANTED TO TELL ME SOMETHING, OR KISS ME, EVERY MORNING FOR MAYBE TWO WEEKS OR SO. I DID NOT PAY ENOUGH ATTENTION; AND HERE’S THE THING, I BELIEVE WE ALL HAVE A SET TIME FOR OUR AWAKENING, WHEN THOSE NUDGES ARE NOT ENOUGH TO DO THE TRICK, THE UNIVERSE MOVES ON TO THE NEXT PRESET NECESSARY PROCESS, USUALLY NOT AS PLEASANT. (FRIENDLY REMINDER) ( YOU ARE BORN WITH EVERYTHING YOU NEED TO TACKLE THIS LIFE ) THESE COME IN THE FORM OF: NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCES, REALLY AWFUL CAR ACCIDENTS, DEVASTATING DIVORCES, LOSS OF A LOVED ONE, EMPTY NEST REALITY ( I DO NOT LIKE WHEN THEY CALL IT SYNDROME ) DEPRESSION, AND OR BI-POLAR DEPRESSION REALITY ( WHEN YOU ARE IN THIS REALITY YOU MAY THINK YOU CAN NOT TRUST WHAT YOU FEEL, YOU CAN ! )  THEN COMES A FEELING OF CHANGE. IF ANY OF THIS SOUNDS FAMILIAR CLICK LIKE AND FEEL FREE TO LEAVE A COMMENT. IF YOU’VE EXPERIENCED OTHER SIGNS PLEASE FEEL FREE TO SHARE . #LOVEANDLIGHTUNITE  Screenshot_20180711-143410_Google+.jpg

WHY I LOVE REIKI !

20180702_123318.jpgWHEN PEOPLE ASK ME ABOUT REIKI I STUMBLE OVER MY WORDS SOMETIMES; NOT BECAUSE I AM NOT EDUCATED IN THE SUBJECT AND DEFINITELY NOT BECAUSE THE MONOLOGUE ISN’T PERFECTLY SCRIPTED INTO MY BRAIN, BUT BECAUSE THOSE ARE MERE WORDS AND WHAT REIKI HAS TRULY DONE AND MEANS TO ME, IS SO MUCH MORE, I THOUGHT I’D DEDICATE A POST TO ( TRY ) TO CAPTURE IT FOR YOU. TO SAY THAT IT’S LIKE LIVING LIFE IN A HAZE AND SUDDENLY BEING AWAKE, WOULD BE AN INJUSTICE. SO LET ME TRY TO DELVE A BIT CLOSER FOR YOU. IT’S STRANGELY FUNNY EVEN AS I WRITE THIS; TRYING TO COMPILE THE SENSATIONS, EMOTIONS AND WORDS ESCAPE MY LIPS, AS SOON AS THEY FLOOD MY SENSORS…  SO I’LL START WITH THE FIRST BEAUTIFUL SURPRISE; JUST ONE RANDOM DAY MEDITATING IN MY LIVING ROOM , NOTHING FANCY, I DON’T GET INTO THE MUSIC ( WHETHER IT’S REIKI OR MEDITATION SOUNDS ) IT’S JUST NOT MY JAM; MEDITATION HAS ALWAYS BEEN VERY EASY FOR ME. AFTER MEDITATING, I WAS DOING A CHAKRA CLEARING AND BALANCING , ANOTHER WONDERFUL GIFT TAUGHT TO ME BY A BEAUTIFUL, TALENTED, GIFTED HEART NAMED MRS. CONNIE REUSCHLEIN ” THE LIGHT BODY TAILOR ” ANOTHER ENERGY HEALING MODALITY. WHEN I HAD FINISHED AND ABOUT TO BEGIN MY REIKI SELF HEALING; WHICH I DO WITH THE BASIC HAND POSITIONS UNLESS I HAVE ANY ACHES OR PAINS;( IF YOU KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT REIKI, THEN YOU KNOW THE ENERGY IS INTELLIGENT, IT KNOWS WHAT TO DO, YOU’RE A VESSEL FOR THE UNIVERSAL LIFE FORCE ENERGY TO FLOW THROUGH YOU AND WORK.) WELL THIS DAY WAS DIFFERENT.  THE ( ULF) HAD A BIGGER PLAN, IT TOOK ME TO THE ( GASSHO) POSITION , AND THAT DAY I RECEIVED TO MY RECOLLECTION AT LEAST FIVE VARIOUS ATTUNEMENTS ; THAT WERE SOME OF THE MOST AMAZING EXPERIENCES I HAD EVER HAD, IT WAS LITERALLY AS IF THERE WAS A REIKI MASTER IN THE ROOM WITH ME( HA,HA,HA) ACTUALLY THERE WAS ! WHEN I WAS ATTUNED ORIGINALLY; I DID NOT HAVE ANY TYPES OF VISUAL, OR PHYSICAL SENSATIONS, MY MASTER LOVED WHATEVER SHE FELT FROM ME, BUT I WAS’NT CONCERNED BECAUSE I COULD SENSE THE ENERGY FLOW. THESE THAT I RECEIVED DIRECTLY FROM SOURCE WERE LARGER THEN ANYTHING I’D FELT. OVER THE NEXT FEW MONTHS THEY WOULD CONTINUE; WITHOUT WARNING, DIFFERENT NUMBER OF WHAT I LIKE TO CALL MY DOWNLOADS…  WHAT I’D STARTED NOTICING WAS EVERYTHING ABOUT ME BECOMING ENHANCED; I’VE KNOWN FOR QUITE SOME TIME THAT I WAS A EMPATH; BUT MY ABILITY TO DISCERN BETWEEN MINE AND THEIR (ISH)  80% BETTER, THE VEIL PEOPLE SPEAK OF, I FEEL WAS VISIBLE. MY GUIDES MANIFEST BEFORE MY EYES IN THE CLOUDS; MOST OF MY CLAIRE’S ARE ENHANCED, I CAN COMMUNICATE WITH THEM, THE ONES THAT I CAN NOT; SEND MESSAGES THROUGH BIRDS THAT I HAD BEEN SEEING, AND BEFORE WOULD’NT HAVE PAID ANY ATTENTION TO, BUT NOW MY AWARENESS IS OPEN TO THINGS SUCH AS THIS… SUCH AS ; THE ONE WOODPECKER IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD PECKING ON MY TREE. THE ROBIN THAT WAKES ME EVERYDAY AT MY BEDROOM WINDOW AND THEY FLY AROUND MY HOUSE AND PERCH CONSTANTLY. THE CARDINAL THAT JUST RANDOMLY WILL FLY RIGHT PASS MY FACE , OR WHEN I GET INTO MY CAR LAND IN THE YARD RIGHT THERE. THE BLUE JAY THAT DID THE SAME THING. OR THE MOST BIZARRE RAINBOW I HAD SEEN BUT SO BEAUTIFUL INDEED , THAT WAS THE DAY MY GUIDES APPEARED, CAN YOU SEE THE ONE IN THE PICTURE?    #LOVEANDLIGHTUNITE  I DO NOT FEAR THE THINGS I CAN NOT SEE. I NO THAT I AM PROTECTED. UNCONDITIONAL LOVE IS THE STRONGEST FORCE THERE IS.